I do not exaggerate when I say “suffering”, I really feel bad and I want it to end as soon as possible. This is similar to the feeling that arises when you are very sick or it hurts very much, you don’t know when it ends, you can’t do anything to stop it, but you also want to end quickly, and all the time you think “how much” Still, your mother, you can. ” At first I washed it immediately after use, but then it was created that I was endlessly mine, like in some hell, as if she had not ended. I just washed, I have time to go, I ate, again fidgeted dishes. Then she just began to accumulate in my 2 days, and I had nothing to eat from. I went to wash it, and after washing I already didn’t need this food, I only wanted to die. It also turned out that I spent the whole half -day of my life on washing dishes, instead of living. Now, in general, I have been postponing food eating for 4 days, because I have ended all the dishes, there is nothing to cook from, but I don’t want to suffer again. Before that, I put off 2 days 3 times. Because of this dishes, I have no mood at all and I don’t want to do anything, I sit all the time and look forward to her washing.